What caused Vincent Tolman's near-death experience?
He took an overly concentrated supplement that induced vomiting and aspiration, causing him to stop breathing and be pronounced clinically dead.
Video Summary
Tolman was clinically dead ~47 minutes after a toxic supplement caused suffocation.
He experienced an out-of-body vantage point, heard minds in the room, and observed his own resuscitation being nearly aborted.
A majestic guide taught him Earth is a ‘school,’ urged authenticity, and emphasized love and intuition as core frequencies.
A rookie paramedic felt a divine prompting and later defibrillation plus his brother’s prayer were central to Tolman’s return.
He warns that technology can become an idol and stresses community, discernment of thoughts, and choosing love over fear.
He took an overly concentrated supplement that induced vomiting and aspiration, causing him to stop breathing and be pronounced clinically dead.
A rookie paramedic experienced a prompting to recheck him, defibrillation was applied, and his brother’s prayer is described as the decisive force that commanded him back.
The guide taught that Earth is a school emphasizing authenticity, that love and intuition are primary frequencies, that prejudice blocks spiritual progress, and that thoughts shape reality.
He recounts being shown a future where people could worship technology as an idol—replacing genuine spiritual connection if humanity loses discernment.
Cultivate love and intuition, manage first/last daily inputs, build community, practice discernment of thoughts and media, and prioritize love over fear.
"I stopped breathing. The next thing I know, I’m watching everything from above."
"I ended up passing out on the ground right there."
"I could hear everyone’s thoughts in the entire restaurant."
"This one's not dead."
"They think I was likely dead for at least 30 minutes to an hour before."
"They were able to get systems and procedures put in place and working on me to get the rest of my systems back."
Vincent Tolman describes how he was unexpectedly transported to a hospital, right at the moment his heart restarted. Despite being close to death, the emergency team quickly enacted life-saving measures at a nearby trauma center which ultimately helped in reviving him.
His heart was the first organ to regain function, but his brain remained non-functional for three days, leaving him brain dead during that period.
"I thought in my own voice, 'How could I be so stupid that I was watching my own death and I didn't even know?'"
During the chaotic moments post-resuscitation, Tolman first viewed his body as an outsider. It wasn't until he witnessed the shift of his body from a medical gurney to a hospital gurney that recognition dawned on him.
This surreal experience led him to a profound realization that he was spectating his own death, causing overwhelming fear unlike anything he had experienced before.
"I knew for sure I don't want that."
Tolman recounts an encounter with a divine figure who appeared as a majestic man resembling traditional depictions of God. Initially, Tolman expected this figure to be God or Jesus, but the figure clarified he was a guide there to assist Tolman.
When presented with the option to return to his body or explore other realms, Tolman felt a strong aversion to the gruesome scene he witnessed in the hospital, choosing instead to connect with the love emanating from his guide.
"Earth is a school, and we had to work really hard just to get into this school."
His guide described Earth as a unique school designed for souls, emphasizing the importance of authenticity. The guide highlighted that children are naturally authentic and imaginative, suggesting that this quality is often suppressed as people grow older.
The purpose of life on Earth is to maintain this authenticity while learning and growing, as well as to build loving connections with others.
"The keys to the kingdom right there is the intuition."
The guide explained that love is the fundamental essence of existence and that individuals must learn to authentically love themselves to fully receive love from the universe.
Tolman reflected on how this wisdom expanded his understanding of life beyond traditional notions of the afterlife, emphasizing that cultivating one's intuition is essential for navigating life's challenges.
"People would literally worship their technology."
"Technology would become our idol and replace God."
The speaker reflects on a vision where technology takes the place of divinity, suggesting that people might start praying to technological advancements rather than to their creator.
This perspective emerged in the early 2000s, during a time when platforms like MySpace and early Google were gaining popularity, illustrating how rapidly technology was changing social interactions.
The nostalgic mention of online chat lingo ("ASL") highlights how people formed connections through text-based communications, creating a sense of identity that relied heavily on digital platforms.
"Prejudice is a filter outside of heaven."
The speaker discusses a revelation about prejudice, describing it as a barrier to spiritual enlightenment.
They are challenged to recognize their prejudices, especially towards notoriously prejudiced groups.
Through this understanding, they realize that even negative feelings towards prejudiced individuals can hinder their personal growth and spiritual journey.
"In the heart, there's no room for love and prejudice."
A key insight shared is that love cannot coexist with prejudice; one must choose to embrace love to dismantle bias.
The speaker emphasizes that understanding others, even those with prejudicial views, is crucial to personal and collective healing.
They highlight that changing one’s perception of others, particularly those they initially oppose, is essential for spiritual growth.
"Our magic wands are our thoughts."
The speaker introduces the idea that our thoughts possess the power to create or destroy, likening them to a magic wand.
They acknowledge that individuals have the ability to shape their reality through the energy and focus of their thoughts, emphasizing the necessity of avoiding negative influences in favor of positive ones that foster growth and well-being.
The speaker suggests that having discernment is crucial in recognizing what influences affect personal perception and outlook.
"Evil is a fundamental possibility so that we can choose."
The necessity of evil in the world is discussed, indicating that without it, there would be no capacity for choice, which is an essential element of human experience.
The speaker explains that experiencing evil and subsequently choosing good can lead to personal growth and learning.
It is noted that all actions have consequences, and the ramifications of our choices, whether good or bad, ultimately shape our lives.
"What energy we put out, we are also putting within."
The interconnection of all individuals is highlighted, asserting that harming others equates to harming oneself.
This principle emphasizes the idea that our external energy affects our internal well-being, reinforcing the concept of reciprocity in human interactions.
The notion encourages personal responsibility for the energy and thoughts shared with the universe, as they directly influence personal and communal experiences.
"As we move into this Aquarian age, we're going to need more community."
The conversation emphasizes the importance of forming connections and building community as we transition into the Aquarian age, which is characterized by new paradigms of thought and interconnectedness.
Community support is seen as integral to personal and collective evolution, encouraging individuals to explore their inner growth within supportive circles.
The speaker invites viewers to join their community, highlighting the value of shared experiences and discussions that propel spiritual and personal development.
"You've been pronounced dead for 47 minutes."
The speaker discusses their experience of being pronounced clinically dead for 47 minutes and the events that occurred during that time.
They describe an encounter with a being that resembled a traditional concept of God, which facilitated profound conversations while their physical body remained in a hospital.
This section lays the groundwork for understanding the deeper themes of life, death, and consciousness that will be explored later in the narrative.
"I felt like I was finally plugged in."
The speaker recounts a vivid description of their experience in a spiritual realm, emphasizing the overwhelming love that enveloped them, which is far beyond what humans typically encounter.
They convey an intimate sense of connectedness with nature, explaining how every blade of grass conveyed a message of love and consciousness.
The environment in this realm sparkles with sensory experiences that defy earthly limitations, illustrating a profound connection to the essence of life itself.
"If you like the grass, you should see the flowers."
Following their experience with the grass, the speaker is taken to explore beautiful flowers that resonate with vibrant colors and life.
They express the wonder of interacting with these flowers, noting how each touch elicits a musical response, highlighting the interconnectedness of all living things.
The transformation of the speaker’s consciousness within this realm illustrates an experience that transcends ordinary understanding, making it clear why such moments are difficult to remember upon returning to life.
"The water was repairing... a lot of the tears, a lot of the rips... that had been done."
Vincent describes a profound experience where he felt enveloped by heavenly waters that were not only a part of heaven but also a means of his reception into it.
The sensation of the water was both purifying and comforting, akin to the embrace of a loving grandmother. This experience helped raise his energy, allowing him to immerse himself in the ethereal realm longer.
He felt an energetic pulse, reminiscent of electricity, which reinforced his awakening sense of comfort and support.
"I started getting so excited about this building... people can phase in and phase out of rooms."
Vincent's attention shifted to an incredible structure where people could enter and exit rooms without doors, suggesting a different physical reality.
He likened the experience to sci-fi concepts, where individuals could match the frequency of the room to pass through solid marble walls that felt alive.
This living marble had a presence that allowed Vincent to feel connected to the very essence of the building, intensifying his excitement to explore it further.
"The light in me joined the light in him... I felt completely loved in a way that I had no idea was possible."
An encounter with a figure named Drake resulted in a hug that transcended physical sensations, generating an overwhelming sense of unity and love.
Vincent reflects on how this deep connection served as a reminder of the intimacy often sought in earthly relationships, revealing a dimension of love he had never known.
Despite his past as someone who felt imperfect and broken, he questioned why he was deserving of such profound love.
"He commanded me back to my body... and I woke up at 1:11 in the morning."
As Vincent began his journey back, he heard his brother’s voice praying over him, commanding his soul to return to his physical body.
He awoke in the hospital after a period of clinical death, completely disoriented yet compelled to tear off the life-support equipment, feeling an immense urge to understand the light he experienced.
"I felt like the cursed, the rejected... all I could think was, 'How do I get back?'"
Upon awakening, Vincent felt far from the miracle everyone described and instead grappled with feelings of rejection and despair.
He researched dangerous jobs, hoping to find a way back to the extraordinary realm he had briefly visited.
His determination led him to pursue dangerous occupations like underwater welding and crab fishing, reflecting a desperate longing to reconnect with that spiritual state.
"Every day Drake would tell me, 'It's going to be hard, but it's going to be worth it.'"
After returning, Vincent experienced persistent communication from Drake, who continued to motivate him through daily affirmations about the challenges ahead.
His connection to Drake was both visible and auditory, blurring the lines between reality and imagination, as he navigated his new life after the near-death experience.
"That's your guide... I froze. It was him."
At a family reunion, a picture of Drake emerged, confirming his identity and lineage, leading Vincent to realize that Drake was actually his great-grandfather.
The revelation altered his perception, transforming Drake from a mystical guide to a loving familial figure.
This connection not only filled a void in Vincent’s life but also helped him reconcile with his family, which he had distanced himself from due to past trauma.
"This prayer talked about important duties he was going to play in this life and in the afterlife."
Vincent reflects on a special prayer given to his grandmother's close associate, Drake, which outlines his responsibilities not just in this life but also in the afterlife.
The prayer described Drake's duty to serve as a guide for those seeking help in transitioning from the physical world to what is often referred to as heaven.
Vincent expresses how astonishing it is to read something written in the 1800s that resonates deeply with his own experiences at that time.
"I feel it was the miracle of a rookie breaking protocol that allowed me to find my destiny."
The discussion touches on the idea of meeting significant figures in the spiritual realm that align with one's faith-based beliefs.
Vincent and the discussion partner ponder the implications of protocol-breaking in emergencies, illustrating how this led to a profound experience for Vincent.
The conversation reflects on how destiny often intertwines with miraculous occurrences, suggesting that the unexpected can lead to spiritual awakening.
"He looked at me like I was crazy when I told him he was glowing."
Vincent shares an encounter with the paramedic who saved him, explaining that this individual was a humble, down-to-earth person without any airs of religiosity.
The rescuer was surprised and somewhat frightened by Vincent's description of experiencing his thoughts and a divine glow during the rescue.
Vincent wanted to thank him in a grand manner, illustrating his intent to give back for the profound act of kindness he received, which the rescuer humbly refused.
"There's a very conscientious thrust and drive for spiritual living and spiritual awareness to be cultivated."
The discussion explores how some individuals naturally embody kindness and compassion without engaging in any traditional spiritual practices, highlighting their innate qualities.
Vincent points out that they may not be aware of or interested in spirituality, yet they exude a powerful, positive energy that contributes to the well-being of others.
This observation leads to a deeper consideration of what it means to be spiritually aware and the different forms such awareness can take in daily life.
"We all have our prejudices... it’s almost this self-judgment that is placed but is actually kind of supportive for one to pick themselves up and make a shift and a change."
The discussion highlights how everyone harbors prejudices, whether towards individuals or larger groups, such as political leaders.
Self-judgment often arises in the spiritual journey, where individuals feel their actions may not align with a perceived divine order.
This internal critique can serve a supportive role, motivating individuals to improve themselves and their behaviors.
As individuals attempt to better themselves, they naturally extend this process outward, often resulting in self-imposed judgments about how they should act and what they should avoid.
"There are two places for discernment: the thought and the perception."
The conversation identifies two critical areas for discernment: our thoughts and our perceptions of reality.
It emphasizes that while children can find happiness in simple pleasures, adults must navigate more complex perceptions that affect their experiences.
Every person has a unique way of receiving the universe, which is an active choice that can shape how they interact with their surroundings, despite any external negativity they may face.
"Hurt people hurt people... where we can stop that is care and nurture the hurt people now."
It is discussed that individuals who inflict harm on others often originate from a place of being hurt themselves.
The solution lies in nurturing and healing those who have been damaged, preventing them from perpetuating harm.
The notion that villainy is not innate but rather a product of one’s environment is addressed, with an assertion that even in adverse conditions, kindness can emerge.
"All of that plays towards the contract, but those contracts are written with so much love."
The dialog discusses the concept of life as a school where individuals play various roles according to their written contracts, established with love.
There is an acknowledgment that while hardships and suffering may happen during life, upon passing, individuals are enveloped in love that helps heal the damage they encountered.
This love creates a powerful atmosphere where the true essence of existence is centered around compassion and healing, reinforcing the idea that experiences in life serve a larger, meaningful purpose.
"Go find your truth, and I promise, no matter where you are, eventually you'll find a truth that aligns closely with this."
The speaker emphasizes the importance of seeking one's own truth, suggesting that everyone, regardless of their circumstances or location, can arrive at a personal truth that resonates with them. This idea is illustrated with a story about a fan of his book who was enthusiastic about sharing it with others, while her husband initially despised it. Despite the husband's strong negative feelings, the speaker was supportive, indicating that perspectives can change over time.
After the wife's passing, the husband began to read the book daily in memory of her, transforming his relationship with it. Initially, he hated the book as it reminded him of the imminent loss of his wife, but he eventually found comfort in its messages about heaven and felt her presence while reading. This story illustrates how personal experiences can shift one's perspective dramatically.
"I don't tell my story to have anyone believe it. Truly, I don't care if people believe it or not."
The speaker shares that he does not require others to believe in his experiences; he feels a strong imperative to share his story regardless of others' skepticism. He recounts an impactful story of a man who was on the verge of suicide when he encountered a life after death book that changed his mind.
This serendipitous encounter, where a book was conveniently placed at a gas station, showcases the notion of divine intervention or fate, indicating that such occurrences can lead individuals away from despair and towards hope. The speaker suggests that the creator's love transcends religious and cultural boundaries, reasserting a universal connection and purpose behind our experiences.
"Prayer works. Does it work 100% of the time? Yes, when it gets in alignment with the plan."
The power of prayer is highlighted, noting that when aligned with a greater purpose, it can create transformative outcomes. The speaker describes a moment where his brother's prayer summoned him back to life, illustrating the depth of familial love and the spiritual connection between them.
The concept of prayer is likened to a drive-thru experience where one must communicate their needs graciously and acknowledge the gratitude for previous blessings. It emphasizes that people often fail to recognize the action needed to retrieve their "order," leading to frustrations when their prayers appear unanswered.
The speaker distinguishes between prayer as a means of expressing desires and meditation as a way to receive divine guidance, stressing that both are essential for spiritual alignment and action. This duality reinforces the importance of not only asking for help but also being receptive to the answers and acting accordingly.
"We have to choose. Do we align and reverberate towards love, or do we align and reverberate towards warfare or fear?"
There exists a crucial selection for humanity at this moment: the alignment between love and fear. This choice is echoed as the earth faces a separation, prompting individuals to contemplate their allegiance.
The notion that being in a love frequency shields individuals from the tendrils of warfare signifies a transformative phase wherein love becomes a protective barrier against conflict.
Choosing to remain in the frequency of love is equated to voluntarily becoming a martyr of love, which is regarded as a higher state of existence than that of a victim of war.
"It is an individual choice for each individual."
Each person's decision to embrace love or fear reflects their personal journey and spiritual evolution.
The extinction of consuming behaviors is linked to entering a new realm of creation and communion, signifying a shift in consciousness toward constructive engagement rather than destructive consumption.
"You’ll see seven dimensions existing in front of you in any major city."
The discussion highlights the increasing visibility of multiple dimensions in urban settings, where individuals are navigating various vibrational frequencies simultaneously.
Each of these dimensions represents distinct experiences, attitudes, and emotional states—where some choose to reside above the heart (love) and others below (fear).
"There’s a lot of energetic housekeeping that this invites us into."
The idea of maintaining personal energetic realms emphasizes the importance of self-awareness in managing one’s emotional and spiritual environment to avoid inviting chaos.
People often unintentionally allow disorder into their lives, primarily due to a lack of intentionality in their daily choices and influences.
"What I put in my first and last 30 minutes of the day is my God."
The first and last hours of a day set the tone for personal mindset and spiritual direction. Engaging with positive content during these periods can lead to a more fulfilling and centered existence.
Encouraging self-discipline around media consumption, especially regarding the addictive nature of social media feeds, can illuminate a path away from chaos toward a more purposeful life.
"Bibliomancy is the effective use of the Bible or other sacred texts to find answers, where one flips to a random page for guidance."
Bibliomancy involves turning to a sacred text, such as the Bible, Torah, or Quran, to seek answers to personal questions. The act of randomly selecting a passage with intention can lead to profound insights.
Modern technology mimics this ancient practice; for instance, one might open YouTube and be guided to specific videos based on intuition rather than algorithms. This method can feel more intuitive and personalized, encouraging a connection with spiritual guidance.
The concept of "333" is discussed as a symbolic representation of uniting the spirit, mind, and body, drawing parallels to the traditional religious interpretation of the Holy Trinity.
"Our Earth is phasing up to a higher vibration, and we have the choice to match that vibration or to separate into a lower one."
The discussion emphasizes the importance of recognizing the Earth's evolution alongside our own spiritual growth. Mother Earth, or Gaia, symbolizes the physical body, while the sun represents the soul. Their combined existence is essential for life.
Individuals possess the choice to elevate their vibrations in alignment with love and positivity, which is crucial for personal transformation and collective ascension.
Cultivating love and positive energy leads to alignment with the upgraded Earth, suggesting that humanity has the responsibility to foster these qualities within themselves to contribute to a higher vibrational existence.
"Whatever you cultivate during life influences where you end up after death; be comfortable with your chosen path."
The conversation shifts to the implications of life and death, explaining that the way individuals live influences their trajectory after death and their future reincarnation experiences.
By understanding that stress over one's spiritual path is unnecessary, one can focus on cultivating higher energies that lead to spaces of greater comfort and peace.
The essence of the message is to embrace the journey of life as a meditation, where the experiences shape one's essence and connection to the universe, ultimately guiding them to a space that reflects their inner state.
"Thank you so much for today's incredible conversation and your open, vulnerable sharings."
The conversation highlights the theme of gratitude towards the guest for their time and energy, as well as their impactful work.
There is an emphasis on the importance of recognizing the contributions of individuals and how their journeys shape their life's work, especially in the realms of life and death experiences.
The host expresses deep appreciation for the guest's role and presence, acknowledging the challenges involved in facilitating such conversations.
"It's been a major dedication, and people don't understand what happens behind the scenes."
The dialogue shifts to discussing the dedication required for hosting such a podcast and the unseen efforts that go into it.
There is a recognition of the commitment involved in honoring both the platform and the audience, which provides value not only to listeners but also supports the mission of connecting souls who are "rooting for us all on the other side."
The guest commends the host for taking on the challenge and embracing the responsibility of sharing meaningful conversations.
"The job sharpens the knife."
The speakers reflect on the idea that service and dedication contribute to personal growth and transformation.
They underline that through the work performed, individuals develop and hone their characteristics and skills, much like a knife that becomes sharper through usage.
This segment emphasizes the mutual benefits of engaging in service, where both the giver and the recipient experience enrichment and learning.
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The closing remarks focus on building a supportive community around the podcast, encouraging audience engagement through subscriptions.
The host invites listeners to join the movement that promotes love, positivity, and wisdom worldwide, highlighting that subscribing is completely free.
There is an invitation to join the Inspired Evolution community online for those wanting to forge deeper connections, emphasizing the collective journey toward inspired living.